I'm really heart broken after seeing her having an intimate relationship with him. I tried very hard to convince myself this isn't true,their relationship isn't like that. Don't know the reason why I have to been through these endless spiky platform.
The very first time I realised my feelings,that I really like her,I don't know how to express it,people often call me as "emo guy" or "cool guy". Don't know since when I became such an emotionless guy,until I saw her radiant smile,it's just....sunny....Even if the sky rains heavily, her smile can chase away the gloomy mood.These days just passed by without my conciousness.
I made an oath to myself,if I can score well this time in exam,I'll definitely confess my feelings to her. I desired her very splendid smile that melts the ice in an instant. Until recently,which is days ago,she introduced her boyfriend to every friend,tagging him along to that place.
The heartache just came very sudden, without knowing the fact she has a boyfriend.No actually I already knew it,I was just convincing myself that it's fake. The bitter feelings remained in my heart,that day I never talk to her,seeing her is just murdering and torturing my heart. I wouldn't look into her eyes,I even tried to avoid having a close distance with her.
Well,this pain still remains till now,just not that...bitter already. From now on,I'll be fighting for God and my parents who put high hopes on me in SPM and trial exam.I'll definitely do my very to overcome every obstacle that is in my way.I'll show them I'm not weak hearted.
Don't feel like revenging or treating her badly,because is my own fault.I shall just go on with God now :)
